I am the MOST stupid people.

Today i went to college by train as usual. Nothing different. But! Today i thought he gonna fetch me back, so i purposely match my shirt and pants nicely. I was excited to see him, and to meet him. Seems like things doesnt go that smooth as i thought.. When around 4pm, I ask the permission from my maths lecturer, Ms. Jas Kaur to let go of me because I called my friend to fetch me. Yet, I run to the front part and look around, there's no him. So, i went to Metropolitan that part to find for the Ms. Chong as my buddy asked me to ask her something. After everything solve, the time shown is already 4.15pm. I walking with big big step and rush to the front. Again, he not there. I call him, and he do answer my phone. He told me that he's sleeping and he forget to message me that he skipped the class today. I said fine and i cut off the line. I was really mad, but there's no way for me to spread out my anger. Until my buddy called me and asked about her things, only i told her everything. My tears was about to drop when i telling her about this. That's a promise you know? If he couldn't do it, why earlier he want to promise me?
I wish that i was brave enough so i will message him and call him not to fetch me anymore. But, i know i still hope to see him. My friends all call me to scold him, but... should i? I dont know. I really confused now. Maybe... I should take out my courage and scold him and leave him. But, there's only maybe. I knew i wont dare to do that. Haiiih... That's all for today. I am tired.
Too tired.....