사랑한다,유천

No one know my blog, and i can just say whatever i wanted to say here.
Since no one is here, i think i can confess my feelings to a person i love before.
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Yoochun ar,
I fall for you before. Actually, the momment kaye told you that she loves you, i can feel my heart broke into pieces. I can do nothing but support her, because i know i am not brave enough as kaye do. I was thinking, maybe she will be the cup of tea of yours. But suprisingly, you rejected her. After i knew the reason you doesnt hope she fall for you, my heart stopped beating for a few second. You said you cant be friend with someone in love with you, it's hard because you are hurting her inside. At that momment, i know i should give up on you.
Maybe the love of mine to you, is just too deep. I cant just give up on you that easily. I still will search some news, some videos of you at the websites. I will still worry whenever something happened on you, i will still smiling whenever i see your smile. Really hard for me to give up everything in a sudden.
The day continued until last week, i found out that i have changed. I got no more searching the news of yours, I got no more thinking you that much, I got no more watching the videos of you that often. I know, my love for you started to decreases day by day. Even thought i am still smiling whenever i see your smile, but i know this will become a habits soon.
Yoochun ar,
Hope you will always be healthy and happy always.
And i will say this for the very last time. I Love You.
Take good care of your health, my friend. =)

-yong-