Backiie [ PLKN Part 2]

Welcome back to here again! =)

Now, let's continue the topic of my 3 months PLKN Life. Before that post was about my teachers there, and now, i will talk about my friends there.


I get a lot of new friends there! Everyone come from different places! It's nice and..very nice? That's really my first thought when i be with them. They're all very nice and very friendly to new people or maybe.. the new friends they know.

*shall i mention out all their name? hmm.. should be fine*

Mike, Huey, Teng, Anna, Leng, Jo, Ning, Yuan, and Me. *Chinese + Girls Gang* 9 of us are from Selangor. Selangor reach there earlier a day than those from Perak and Kelantan. We know each other after we finish packing all our things in our own dorm. Some of us get to be in the same dorm, while some not. Anyway! On the second day, we know Jessie, Jacelyn, Liau. 3 of them are from Perak. We all having fun on the first week after knowing each other.

Problem started coming to us on the second weeks. Some of our member hate Leng because they felt she always try to act close with those who not really being close to her. So Leng got kicked. After that, we got to know 4 more friends from Perak which is Kei, YiYi, Pin, and Tieng. After few days or maybe a week, i been the second people who got kicked out from the gang. The reason i got kicked is because I always came out late. I dont know who got kicked after me but the only things i know is the gang's member become lesser and lesser. The only who member who left inside the gang till the end only six. That's Mike, Anna, Yuan, Jacelyn, Pin and Kei. Just six of them. Thought being kicked out from the gang, but we're still friend. Just not that close compared to last time.

Another problem coming to us. Teng, and Jessie fall in love with the same girl which is Ning. If i am not wrong, Ning got kicked out from the group because she had chosen Jessie to be with her and not Teng. Extra information here, quite a lot of numbers of them prefered Teng more than Jessie. So, i am kinda pity of Ning when i think back. It's not fair though, but... what to do, love make people become brainless.

Third problem now. Some of them gossip about me with those guys. I started to join guys after i knew that i got kicked out because what i think is guy is more trustable for me. And guys often gossip compared to girls. *guys must say thank you to me after read this =)* So, I started to join Melvin (Mel), and Jeremy. Kah Chun and Aufar only sometimes. Most of the times also with Mel and Jeremy. By the way, that time i just broke up with my ex-boyfriend that i know there. The reason we broke up because i got no feeling on him and i felt it's not fair if he's the only one got feeling on me. So, they gossip that i being ''MIANG'' because everytime also they will see me with different guys. *Maybe i choose the wrong momment to talk to my buddy gang, so... i think it's i misunderstood them.* Things didnt settle till the end. This make me felt not fair. But, silence is the best solution for me.

Fourth problem also the last problem, I fell in love with Melvin. Mel treat me very good, and he's like my big brother. This is my first impression of him. After know him longer time, he actually changed to be my rubbish bin. Whenever problem comes to me, the first one i think of will be him. Or, whenever i felt nervous or when i joining some competition, i always hope to get the wishes from him! With his 'good luck', i aint being that nervous. Example, when was about my turn to go for a water activities that called 'rakit', i was nervous. I kept searching for him before competition start, until i saw him and get the wishes from him, only i calm down myself and get ready for the competition. And i realise that i like him after the water activities. I believe that i am not the only one that admire him, and i felt it's better if i be his secret admirer. Things go fine until the day, 25th May 2010. My friend asked him whether he got like anyone here, and he replied yes.

Got once, i realise that the way he look Anna is different from the way he look at those girls. I started to felt that Anna is the one he like. Anna is a good looking + smart girls. She's the type of girls that very cool. The way she talk, and the way she settle things will be Short and Steady. Can't think of any word to describe her other than this 2. So, i know for sure it wont be a chance for me. It's so impossible for me to compete with Anna. Still, the friendship between me and Anna and me and Mel never change. After i back to here, i added everyone i know at kem in facebook. One day, was reading's those post that posted by Mel long long time ago. And a post make me felt even sad. He post there : He dont mind waiting for years for his special one. I knew that i should give up now. But, it's just too hard for me to let go of him.

With him or without him, it still torturing with me. I hope i can forget him as soon as possible. Time is needed, wish that it will be in a short period.

Mel, I love you. But i know the one you love isn't me. And i believe that there's a type of love that call Let Go. Now, I am letting myself go away from you. I wish that you will get your special one soon. I also will try my best to forget you soon. Take care and stay healthy, my love =)

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