To : Micky [ A Fans Letter. ]

During the end of the year of 2005, my friend told me that she want to show me a very nice drama called "Dangerous Love". I watched it, and I was shock of Hero's look. He's the most beautiful man I ever seen! Haha! That time I keep search the news about him, and also DBSK. After 2 years, I'm not that interested of him as last time. But of course, searching the news of DBSK seems to be a habits for me when I free.

Think so should be the year of 2008, my friend show me another video of DBSK. It's about Micky's feeling to his brother. And that's the first time I started to notice a guy called 'Micky Yoochun'. He love his family. That's the first thought of me to him. He got his good point other than that after make some small small 'research' on him. He's fashionable. He can sing well, and dance well. His smile like a warm sun that will warm people heart. He's a bit sensitive and will cry easily. That's the result I get.

Last year, I accidently found out a blog of him at blogspot. I don't know is it him or might be some people just fake him. But i kept a hope on him and keep waiting him online. Maybe God take pity on me, I get a chance to talk to him. Can't imagine that how happy I was to chat with him. That time, I still remember that he told me :'if only i have a choice, is better not to be park yoochun on stage i don't have intention to make people confused'. I don't get what he trying to say still until today, but i will still leave some comment there when I free even thought he's gone and didnt come back to here again. There's some nice poem that make me always go there. One of my favourite is this, "Falling Apart".

The rain is falling from the sky
And I am alone tears in my eye
I see the sky turns to gray
As my dreams start to fade
Suddenly my mind were blank
That all I can see is dark
Emptiness in my heart
Tearing up every pieces of me
My soul has crashed
And my tears scattered
Every little thing I done
Seems not good enough
I always wrong in their eyes
They never see the good in me
Even it’s not my fault
They point fingers on me
I just want to be free
And express what I feel
I don’t want to hide
So I didn’t run away
But this pain they put in my heart
Never ends; never go away
It was like a gun, shot my heart
I need some light to shine on me
And save my heart from misery
I don’t want to be broken apart
So don’t let my heart falling apart…

I love this the most among the poems he create. =)

This is the poem I create last year. I create it when I saw his mood doesn't look good through his poem. Maybe it doesn't look good, but that's the very first time i create a poem. The title of the poem is 'Smile Always, Micky'

You're the angel of everyone
And also the super star for everyone
You're the hero of everyone
And also the idol for everyone
But one day i saw you crying there
My heart too bleeding there
What can i do for you?
And what should i do for you?
I know i am far away from you
That momment i really hope i am near to you
I too know that's impossible
So i will just support you whenever and wherever

And the last things i wanted to tell you
Cassiopeia will always be there for you
=)


Dear Micky, Hope you will stay healthy and happy always!

-Yong-